Today I want to talk about my insecurities.
I feel like everyone has one or two things about them that they don’t like. I know I do!
My biggest insecurities are my nose and my birth mark!
I have always been so self conscious of my nose. I’ve never broken it, or hurt it in any way but my side profile tells different. I take after my dads side, who all have big noses!
I look almost identical to my grandma Joanne who has the same nose as me. No one else in my family ever seemed to mind it, me however… hated it.
I still am a little insecure about my nose, there’s nothing I can really do.
As seen in the picture above, in every side profile picture I do, I always try to hide it anyway possible.
I’ve heard what they do for nose jobs, no thank you!
As the years go on. I’ve learned to accept it more, and think of it more as a family trait.
As I mentioned in one of my Instagram posts a couple days ago, my birth mark is on my left breast. (Shown above) It looks like a hickey, and I am the first to admit that. However, I use to be very insecure about it. I would always worry that parents would see it and get the wrong image. I’ve had so many people question me about it, and when I was younger, I used to cry myself to sleep thinking about it.
It got to the point where I would only wear shirts that came all the way up my neck so that it wouldn’t show.
As I got older, it got a little better because I was able to defend myself. When your a little kid, you can’t say much.
Now that I’m 22 and pretty much fully developed, I still have my birth mark, but my fiance has helped me tremendously. He taught me to embrace how god made me.
Although it still crosses my mind, all my insecurities, I’ve learned to accept them and love myself for who I am,
No matter what you may think of yourself, there is someone out there who thinks you are beautiful the way you are, and you should too.
I hope you all have a fabulous weekend and thank you for living a day in the
Life Of Sawdey!